November 2007

Do You Resent the Womb Fruit?

12 November 2007

“Do you resent them?” he asked. I stumbled in reply. After all, what mother admits she resents her children? Do I? Resent? Regret? Is it semantic?

When Bob, my friend’s husband replied his tan was courtesy of his new convertible, it hit me, the gender gap. He acquainted me with the Porsche 911 with the pride that red-flags the new father. Bob is my age. Almost 40 to the month. Smart, intelligent, IT savvy. Me with balls and a penis. What does he have that I don’t? A Porsche. What do I have? I asked my 13 yr old son. He coughed with embarrassment and said ‘you have us, Mum’. True.

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The First Time

7 November 2007

No doubt it’s been written. Bashfully, jerkily. The first time is never smooth sailing. After yearning for so long to make the move, now the emphasis changes to getting it over. Thankfully it’s typically a quick fumble, a brief tumble and at last the virgin page is sullied. Done. Thank God.

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